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Another Peek

I’ve been busy with projects around the house, outside as well as inside!  Here is another peek at what I’ve been doing in the hallway.  I will give more complete views at a later date. 

 

The back half of the hallway is a big part of the transformation and will take some time to improve.  What you see now is just the plywood subfloor.  Ugly, right?  More later!  Stay tuned!  🙂

Thank you for joining me on this journey.  ❤ Penny 

Posted in Prose, Uncategorized

Bridge #WDYS

Image credit: Darksouls 1 Pixabay

The bridge between my world and yours is spanned by a dark bridge, foreboding and forbidden.  The Book of Sorrows, my only companion as I navigate my way through this dark forest.  The moonlight is not enough to light my path.  The ravens caw and scream their dark and hungry cries, as they eye me warily.   The mists encircle me, holding me back.  Perhaps, one day, I will join you again, my love.  But not on this night.  Not this night. 

Copyright (C) 2024 Penny Wilson

What do you see # 227- Feb 26, 2024

Posted in Poetry, Uncategorized

Mosaic Heart

 

Bits and pieces
some chipped
corners broken 
fragments missing

new pieces
new memories
replacing old ones

The cracks and fissures
reinforce the patchwork
and heal the fractures
 
these create a collage of 
times and places 
of loves and losses

memories bind the
debris and fragments

that tell the story
of my mosaic heart

Copyright (C) 2024 Penny Wilson

*Thank you to my friend, Chuck at 
The Reluctant Poet, for your inspiration, your wisdom
and most of all, thank you for your friendship. <3 <3 <3 


Posted in Stories, Uncategorized

#writephoto-Magic-Snow Day

I finally released her from my grip and she burst out the front door and into the cold December morning.  It was the most magical of all days; a Snow Day!

A Snow Day means not only do you get to play in the snow, but there is NO School that day!  This is a miracle to a child.

She looked a little like the Michelin Man, as she made her way to the lot behind the school and I couldn’t help but giggle at the sight.

I guess I’m a little overly cautious.  I insisted on snow pants, heavy jacket, gloves, boots and hat.  She tried to tell me that her friends were waiting, that she needed to go, now!  But I wouldn’t turn her loose until I was satisfied with the layers of clothing.

She shuffled through the fluffy snow; her breath making little clouds of vapor in front of her as she walked/ran toward the sound of the other kids.

Crossing the little bridge, she slipped just a little as she got to the other side.  I gasped at the sight, but only a foot ended up in the creek.  The boots she had would keep her warm and dry.

Being a parent has a special kind of reward.  Despite all the headaches, the tantrums and the growing pains, parents get to see real magic because of their kids.  It doesn’t happen all the time.

There is the wonder on their face as they see the lights on a Christmas tree, or discover that first hidden Easter egg.  It’s watching the world through your child’s eyes and seeing that world with the joy and innocence that they do.

I’ll never forget the first time we watched the Wizard of Oz together.  Through Michelle’s eyes, I was fascinated by the ‘Good Witch’ and terrified by the ‘Bad Witch’.  The Flying Monkeys were frightening and I came to love the sweet Tin Man.

As my daughter reached the snowy meadow and her friends, I could see the excitement on her face.  Her cheeks were red from the cold and she was grinning with delight.  Along with the others, she climbed the gentle slope to the top and waited her turn for the sled.

Standing in my living room looking through the window at the crowd of children across the meadow, I was witnessing a miracle.  I was seeing the kind of magic that only a child can fully appreciate.

I was seeing the magic of a Snow Day.

Copyright © 2017 Penny Wilson

** This is for a prompt on Sue Vincent’s blog.  If you would like to get in on her weekly prompt, you can find out all about the fun here.  Sue gave us the beautiful photo above and the word Magic.  So this is my humble little offering: Snow Day Magic 

 

Posted in Life, Poetry, Uncategorized

Damn You

Damn you.

I swore you were right here.

I touched you, I know I did.

As I come back to myself, your scent lingers.

Damn you.

I ache for your touch.

Closing my eyes is futile.  You’re not here.

Leave my heart be.

Stay out of my dreams.

Damn you.

(C) Penny Wilson

*The original piece was written in 2017.  This one is slightly revised.  

Posted in Life, Poetry, Prose, Uncategorized

For Mom

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The walls are permeated with the laughter and tears once shared.

I fill the room as best I can with today’s sunlight.

I open the window, but the breeze does not sweep away the past.

A life once lived clings tightly.

My fingers touch a picture frame.

Frozen in time, you cradle a child.

I can feel the love in the smile on your lips.

Your fingers gently brush the hair from my face.

Behind my eyes, I’m swept away.

I am once again, safe.  Warm.  Loved.

You always smelled of lilacs.

Today, your memory is as vivid as yesterday.

Other times, your face is but a faded shape in the mist.

You are always with me, a part of me.

Copyright (C) 2017 Penny Wilson

*Today would have been my mom’s birthday.  She will always be a part of my life.  Happy Birthday Mom.

Posted in Life, Uncategorized

Don’t Let the Past Stop You

Sometimes we spend so much time and energy thinking about where we want to go that we don’t notice where we happen to be.

Dan Gutman, From Texas with Love

Sometimes it’s hard to leave the past behind.  Past experiences, past loves, past places all seem to follow us and haunt us.  You don’t have to forget about the past, but don’t let it cripple you.  Be sure to see each day with new eyes.  Savor each one, because you never know when you might be experiencing your last one. 

Posted in Stories, Uncategorized

#writephoto – Spur

The spur lay in the dust.  A shadow cast a long imitation on the floor.  It was hot in the attic and the air was thick.  Grandma passed away 2 years ago.  Grandpa passed this last spring.  The family decided that the house should be put up for sale.

I was not part of that decision.

I loved Grandma and Grandpa’s house.  The house was old.  Grandpa had built it for Grandma in 1930.  Every board told a story.  His hands lovingly touch every single piece of wood.

I could feel Grandpa’s spirit here and I didn’t want to let that go.

It didn’t seem to matter to anyone else, so I was up here alone, poking through these old boxes.  There wasn’t much here.  Grandma stored the Christmas decorations here.  There were boxes of clothes and a few nick-nacks.  I found an old oil lamp and several copies of National Geographic.  There was nothing of value here.

But I kept coming back to that one spur on the floor.

When I was little, I would sit at Grandpa’s feet and listen to his stories.  It didn’t really matter what the story was about.  Just the act of spending time with my Grandpa was enough to make me happy.

My Grandpa was Larger Than Life.  I mean that in every way.  He was a big man; tall and wide. He smoked big fat cigars and wore a wide brimmed straw cowboy hat in the summertime.  He drove one of those long lean cars with the big fins on the back and chrome everywhere.  He loved to fish and hunt.  His laugh was as big as he was.

Grandpa was just a kid when WWI broke out, but he enlisted anyway.  He was assigned to the Calvary.  He would carry messages from encampment to encampment.

Being a little girl, my Grandpa spared me the gruesome details of battle.  But he sparked my imagination with his stories of being on horseback during the war.

I could see him in my mind’s eye, flying across the fields on his horse.  You could hear the battle around him and the gun smoke would hang in the air.

I bent and picked up the spur.  It was covered in rust and dust.  I blew some of the dust off and ran my hand over it.

Looking around the room and clutching the spur to my chest, I walked back down the steps.  There was something worthwhile in the attic after all.

**This is in response to Sue Vincent’s Photo Prompt

Copyright (C) 2017 Penny Wilson