Posted in Poetry

Might Have Beens

I tread 
through memories 
of yesterday 

savoring the sweet 
skirting the bitter

But tomorrows 
are treacherous territory

I tiptoe gently 
so not to wake 
the "What Ifs" and 
the "Might Have Beens"

Copyright (C) 2023 Penny Wilson All Rights Reserved
Thank you to Chuck at The Reluctant Poet 
for the inspiration for this piece. 
Posted in Poetry

Inner Interrogations


My interrogator 
was ruthless 
casting doubt 
on answers 
lies 
I had told 
myself 

I denied 
denied what I saw 
right 
in 
front 
of 
me

The rituals 
repeated 
my history 
looking 
me square in the face

Wringing 
the facts from me 
one 
at a time

Finally 
spent 
and weak 
from 
validity

I stood 
tall and erect 
to face tomorrow 

leaving 
the past 
behind 
me

Copyright (C) 2020 Penny Wilson
Posted in Writing

Offering of the Past #writephoto

The Offering: painting and photo © Sue Vincent at scvincent.com

She walked toward the Pinnacle with hesitant steps.  With hands shaking, she carried her past in a silver chalice.  Laying the vessel at the base of the luminous structure, she turned.  With only the future ahead, her steps now light as air, she forged on, excited, at last, about what lay ahead.

Copyright (C) 2019 Penny Wilson

*This is in response to Sue’s Thursday photo prompt #writephoto. If you would like to join in on the fun, be sure to visit Sue’s blog to check it out.

Posted in Life

You Can’t Make a Plan on “What If”

You can’t plan your life on “what if’s“.

This is the first time in my life that I’m looking out and planning my life for me.

If you are in a committed relationship, there are always compromises.  As it should be.  I get that.  But I have spent way too much of my life focusing on the what if’s.  I’ll give you some examples so that you understand what I mean.

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Posted in depression, Poetry

Yesterday’s Weight

 

She handles it

carefully

gently

The feather down

and gossamer layers

cradle it

She’s unpacked

Yesterday

The weight

almost comforting

As it settles

on her shoulders

Copyright © 2018 Penny Wilson

*My upcoming move has made me reflect upon what we drag with us through life.  The gloom of yesterday, often self-inflicted upon us today.