the good fight
I tell myself that
I fall down
and get up
than I care to admit
I win most of
I'm just not up
for another skirmish
I tell myself that
'today I will do better'
Copyright (C) 2021 Penny Wilson
I’ve battled Satan. He has invaded my slumber and pursued my days. With yesterday still ringing in my ears, I’m bruised. Not beaten. Never beaten. Sinner or saint? Who should judge? I’ve slain today’s temptations. Tomorrow. Tomorrow yields yet another skirmish of sins. Copyright © 2019 Penny Wilson * I liked my first version of this quite a bit but I don't think people understood what I was trying to say. This is a reworked version of that first piece. I hope you enjoy. <3
Karl set the groceries on the small table next to the window. Looking around him, he was still amazed at his luck in finding this place. He got to work. It wouldn’t be long before she arrived and he wanted everything to be perfect.
As he busied himself in the cabin, he thought about Rachel. People wouldn’t understand their relationship. So they had to be careful. If they were found out, it would ruin both of them.
Rachel was worth the risk.
It was cold in the cabin and Rachel was chilled easily. Karl set about lighting a fire in the fireplace to warm the room. Soon there was a cheery blaze going which added not only warmth but coziness.
The cabin was rustic, but comfortable. It had all the comforts of home. Since it was located in this remote area, Karl would not have to worry about either of them running into anyone they knew.
There is a Kenny Chesney song called “You and Tequila”. There is One Line in that song that gets me every time I hear it. It goes “It’s always your favorite sins that do you in”. Wow…
My favorite sins.
Being a Responsible Adult is still a challenge at times. I still struggle.
I have very few vices left. I quit smoking. I drink only on rare occasions. I don’t scour the bars looking for men. The drugs I did in my youth are just a distant memory.
The “hardest” thing I partake of now is a strong cup of coffee. The doctors have tried to take that away from me too. I’ve cut down, but it’s not completely gone.
Pleasures of the Flesh are still a favorite sin, not easily dismissed.
Another song comes to mind by Tim Mcgraw. The song is called “Better Than I Used to Be”. The line goes “I still got a few more dances with the devil”.
In general, I’m pretty happy with how Penny turned out. But oh, those Favorite Sins.