Box of Memories

Sorting through that bookshelf, all I intended to do was to gather a few books to donate when I saw it.  The Box of Memories.  The box was something that I had found in an antique store.  The box had been carefully hand made and at one time was someone’s treasure.  It was battered and aged, but had it’s own beauty and I had to have it.

I pulled the box down and wiped the dust off the top. After opening the lid, I lifted an old photo out of the box and looked at it.  It was curled and yellow with age.  I couldn’t remember the last time that I looked through The Box of Memories.  Years.  The picture of my oldest brother, taken just after High School.  He was ready to take on the world.  A slight smile played at the corners of his mouth.  He looked out past the camera lens at something in the distance.  What was it that made him smile?

Another picture.  This one of Grandpa, looking like none of us had ever seen him.  Young, strong, red headed and a handle-bar mustache, carefully waxed and  curled up at the ends!  I giggled a little at this.

I dug down toward the bottom of the box.  There’s one I need to see.  I know it’s in here someplace.  I flip through the curled photos as I dig, memories flash by.  I click them off in my mind like a grocery list.  Yep, there’s the one of my baby brother standing in front of the car in a diaper.  My other big brother goofing off with a silly grin on his face.  Here’s one of Uncle James.  So handsome.  More photos flash by.  Grandma, with long dark hair hanging down her back.  Lifetimes pass before my eyes.

Finally, I see it.  The only one I have of him.

My mother standing next to my father.  The two of them squinting a little in the bright sunshine.  My mother is looking up into his face.  He looks down at her, an arm wrapped casually around her waist, pulling her next to him.  They are both smiling.

I never knew the man.  Things went awry when I was just a toddler.  Did he love her?  Did he love me and my brothers?  Was his hair brown like mine or dish-water blonde like my little brother?  The black and white photo is a bit faded; it’s hard to tell.

I pass my hand over the face of the picture.  I close my eyes and bring it to my chest.  I’m wishing for a pulse.  A breath.  To feel my hand in his.  To hear him speak my name.

Opening my eyes, they focus once again on the photo in my hands.  Carefully, I put the photo back in the box and close the lid.  I place The Box of Memories back on the shelf.

Copyright (C) 2018 Penny Wilson

 

About Penny Wilson Writes

Penny Wilson is a freelance writer who writes in several genres. She's had a successful blog with a growing and loyal following for more than 5 years. Penny has written articles for Counseling Directory .org, Introvert Dear .com, and WOW Women on Writing. Her poetry has been published on Ariel Chart, a monthly online Journal, Spill Words Press and the Poppy Road Review. She is currently working on her first novel. You can find more of her writings on her blog at: https://pennywilsonwrites.com/ and follow her on Twitter @pennywilson123.
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11 Responses to Box of Memories

  1. Blended Hope says:

    I love getting my box of photos our and reliving memories-it’s the best❤️

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  2. WaltPage says:

    This is filled with such loving sadness. Beautifully written dear friend. Hugs… ☺❤

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  3. Old photographs open a box of Pandora of memories. I feel this effect only with the paper phots not with the digital ones. They age with us.

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  4. This paragraph holds a life-time of emotions, of longing, of missing:
    I pass my hand over the face of the picture. I close my eyes and bring it to my chest. I’m wishing for a pulse. A breath. To feel my hand in his. To hear him speak my name.
    It’s amazing what thoughts a handful of curled photos can unleash.

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  5. I so enjoyed this. My mother has a box of old photographs that are exactly the same. My grandfather looks so big and strong, and my grandmother like a dreamy movie starlet. She shared some of the photos with me, but I do hope she leaves them all to me one day. 🙂

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